*My Lyfe*

My life is a big plate of spaghetti. Many tangles and knots. Confusion and misunderstanding. Exciting and flavorful. Never dull...never boring. Always SOMETHING. Ups and downs. Smiles and frowns. Alot goin on. I've been through so much in only 17 years. Seen so many things and felt so many ways. But nobody can COMPLETELY understand. I dont EXPECT any body to. Thats askin too much. I can sit here all day and type up a thousand page blog on my life but nobody will COMPLETELY understand. Thats just the way it is. I dont have a problem with it and if i did it would be an unrealistic and irrational way to feel. So i leave that state of mind alone. I am to myself and dont attach to people very easily. I know how people are. I have one person in my life who i TRULY love and care about and understand. Thats all i need. My life is an obstacle course-no day is the same. Everyone has their own life and i have mine. I can give someone an *idea* but thats as close as it can get. Finish my blog and see if you are able to get just and *idea* of just ONE day in my life.

*Moline High School*

School is crazii!! Moline is just the strangest place to me,tho. It's like somebody went all around the world and picked out all the wierd people and put them into one school and called it Moline. Full of nerds, wierdos, haters , tricks, and lames. Im just bein real.

A day at Moline is boring, 80% of the time. The other 20% is full of drama that i cant help but witness. I mean, to another person, drama should be the whole 100% but me- i dont pay attention to all that bs. I stay to myself and mind minez. I dont let NOBODY come in between me and my education,you know?

1st period-Spanish...boring, im probably sleepin in this class. Mr. Castro is coo but the class is just boring.

2nd period-Child Development-one of my favorite classes-Mrs. Clancy is REAL nice. She talks alot which can be good because at least im not bored. She only got on my nerves one time.

3rd period-P.E.-easy and fun class. Mrs. Voss is my G!! She's expecting just like me so she can relate to some of tha stuff im goin thru.

4th period-Geometry-another one of my favorite subjects. Im best at math so thats why i like it so much. Mrs. Lawrence is cool,too. I like makin this class laugh because i clown EVERYBODY.

5th period-American Government...soooo boring.......OMG if i didnt have to take this class then i DEFINATELY WOULD NOT. Teacher is a wierdo and i just never liked government.

6th period-Lit and Lang- one of my better subjects.Mr Thomas is really funny and a fun teacher. And NO-im not just sayin that because i know he's gonna read this!! Its a real fun and interesting class.

7th period-Psycology- ok class-i thought it was gonna be better before i took it but i was wrong-its ok,though. Pretty easy.

But thats it for Moline. I went thru my school day with you.

*My Best Friend*

Rio is my bestfriend and my boyfriend. We've been together for 2 years. I met him when i was 15 and he was 19. We've been with each other ever since. I spend the majority of my time with him. We always doin something together accept for when im at school or work. He lives with me so we see each other nearly everyday. We have a baby on tha way so we've been goin thru a lot of thangs lately. Tryna get our money right before October!! But im not gonna get into too much detail on me and him..thats kinda personal..and NOT for the internet,ya dig? But i DO spend the majority of my time with my boo,though. He's the only one i really talk to and who i can say knows and understands me. Thats why we're together and make such a perfect couple!! :-)

*Think Outside The Bun*

Yea, so i work at Taco Bell...i mean,it's ight...but not my cup a tea. Im about sick of fast food,fo REAL!! Im tryna get this job at Toys R Us. They called me and said they're lookin to hire me. I already went to the interview and it was coo. Then they called me and said all they need to do is a background check....so we'll see how dat goes.

But,HONESTLY, it aint that bad. I mean, in most work places,you have to worry about not gettin along with the people around you,but here, i never let nobody get in the way of my money.Uh-uh! I get money! But overall, it's ok. Managers are pretty coo: Amy,the general manager is real nice and knows how to do her job. Desiree is ok. Preston is a jerk :-(

Lionel is ight. Chelsey's pretty coo. And Lee is the best manager! Then there's my co-workers: Alex,my G, Aaron, Kip, Budda, Leah, Sam, Monica, Carlita and a whole bunch of otha ppl I cant remember right nah.

An average day consists of me, clocking in, counting down a drawer for either "In-House" or "Drive".Drawer has to equal $100. When im on "In House" that means im in charge of the whole lobby area. I have to make sure lobby is clean and take orders for customers who come inside. Closing lobby means at 10:00pm i have to lock the doors because lobby is closed. So i have to wipe down tables, stock, change garbages, sweep and then mop the dining or lobby area. Drive is different. The WHOLE time im dealing with the customers in the drive-thru...taking money and giving them their order. Not too complicated.

But thats it for Taco Bell...im gettin tired of talkin about them. Wish me luck with Toys R Us!!

"Nighty-Night"

Tha end of my dayz are the best part of my life. Night time iz the time where i get to chill and relax. I dont have to worry about listenin to people run they mouth, Im not stressin about getting thru my day, and i dont have to do alot of movin around... I just kick it with my baby daddy and ease my mind. After a hard day of school and work, i like to go home, take care of any "unfinished business" such as homework, eatin, takin a shower, cleanin or anythang else that might need to be done. Then i just chill with Rio, tell him about my day, and do whatever we feel like doin. My dayz are never tha same. Weather we at tha crib or out in traffic, we always doin SOMETHING. From goin out to eat somewhere, to watchin a movie, to goin to tha mall...we aint never bored!! We alwayz on a mission. Then before it gets too late, especially on a school night, we head back to tha crib and its a wrap. My dayz are alwayz so busy and like i said, no day iz tha same. But, best believe, my day alwayz ends with a "Nighty-Night"