*My Lyfe*

My life is a big plate of spaghetti. Many tangles and knots. Confusion and misunderstanding. Exciting and flavorful. Never dull...never boring. Always SOMETHING. Ups and downs. Smiles and frowns. Alot goin on. I've been through so much in only 17 years. Seen so many things and felt so many ways. But nobody can COMPLETELY understand. I dont EXPECT any body to. Thats askin too much. I can sit here all day and type up a thousand page blog on my life but nobody will COMPLETELY understand. Thats just the way it is. I dont have a problem with it and if i did it would be an unrealistic and irrational way to feel. So i leave that state of mind alone. I am to myself and dont attach to people very easily. I know how people are. I have one person in my life who i TRULY love and care about and understand. Thats all i need. My life is an obstacle course-no day is the same. Everyone has their own life and i have mine. I can give someone an *idea* but thats as close as it can get. Finish my blog and see if you are able to get just and *idea* of just ONE day in my life.